They say

That there are five stages of grief. I’m stuck somewhere between depression and acceptance. Everyone thinks I have it so together. Haha if you only knew.

balenna:

let’s just talk about what a great picture this is

balenna:

let’s just talk about what a great picture this is

I am falling into a rabbit hole.

A little over two months

Since you’ve been gone.

Lately I’ve been in good spirits. This is the first time in a couple of weeks since Ryan and I got in a fight that I’ve really let myself think about it. I’ve been keeping myself busy with a full course load, a 30 hour work week, Knight Ad, Ad Club UCF, organizing a flag football team, gym at least four days a week, and a healthy amount of partying.

But it doesn’t matter. I can only drink so much, smoke so much, and hook up with different girls until the point where I can’t distract myself.

You’re gone dude and it breaks my heart more than anything I have ever felt. I miss your laugh. I miss the way you would hang with my parents even when I wasn’t around. I miss being a dumb teenager with you, talking about girls we were crushing on, or how to kickflip, or who could beat whose ass in a fight. Everything. I miss it all.

Everyone affected by this loves to talk about how they will see you in the next life or how you speak to them in their dreams. Well you knew me well enough to know that I can’t just accept that, I’m not a believer and it makes this all infinitely harder. I’m not saying that I would ever try to belittle someone’s opinion in regards to that train of thought or anything of that nature, because truth is I could be entirely wrong.

I hope I am.

The worst part is that I don’t want to talk to anyone about it because it upsets them, or I think it will, or I put this pressure on myself to be strong. I’m not sure it’s just hard for me to talk about this because it makes me feel so vulnerable.

If you’ve read up to this part then read on, because I have the best advice you’ll ever receive. Cherish every good person that comes to you in your life. Let them know they are cherished. Share laughter, fun, struggle, pain, everything. Be honest to yourself and make each day count. Because believe me, they count much more in the end.

My heart is broken. My soul is scarred. And you, you might not understand. I sure don’t. All I know is that I miss you. Everyday. Always.

Thank you so much for all the greatness that we had in our friendship. I love you always dude, and I know you knew that.

So long my friend, I hope to see you soon.

laina:

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Some Harry Potter Facts.

  • Daniel Randcliffe's favorite HP book is Chamber of Secrets, Emma Watson's favorite HP book is Prisoner of Azkaban and Rupert Grint's favorite HP book is The Goblet of Fire.
  • Neville asked the Sorting Hat to be put in Hufflepuff because he found Gryffindor's reputation bravery intimidating.
  • Most of the members of the Black family are named after stars.
  • Voldemort cannot love because he was conceived under the effects of a Love Potion.
  • The first Harry Potter novel was published in 1998, the same year that the final Battle of Hogwarts take place. "I open at the close."
  • J.K. Rowling has said that when she took an online Sorting Hat quiz it sorted her into Hufflepuff.
  • Both Sirius and Fred, Hogwarts pranksters from different generations, died laughing.
  • Tom Marvolo Riddle is also an anagram for "immortal odd lover."
  • Slytherin house was the first and last house mentioned in the series.
  • October 9 of 1995, Dumbledore's Army meets in the Room of Requirement for the first time to practice the Disarming Charm.
  • In the movie scene "Nineteen Years Later", Tom Felton's girlfriend Jade Gordon makes an appearance as Draco's wife, Astoria Greengrass.
  • Voldemort is bald because this way people can't use his hair in a Polyjuice Potion.
  • Ron's Patronus is a Jack Russel Terrier, which are know for chasing otters. Hermione's Patronus happens to be an otter.
  • Voldemort's Boggart would take the shape of his own corpse, since death was his greatest fear.
  • Voldemort was 71 years old when he died on May 2, 1998.
  • A Patronus is a physical representation of one's soul. Since James Potter's is a stag and Lily's is a doe, they are literally soul mates.
  • Molly Weasley's brothers Gideon and Fabian were killed by Death Eaters in the first war.
  • Even though he feared death, Voldemort could not become a ghost because his soul was so damaged.
  • George would never be able to evoke a Patronus Charm after Fred's death.
  • A Patronus often mutates to take the image of the love one's life because they so often become the happy thought that generates a Patronus.
  • Bellatrix Lestrange is actually in love with Voldemort.
  • After Kingsley Shacklebolt became the new Minister of Magic, he told all who participated in the Battle of Hogwarts they could have a job as an Auror without N.E.W.T.s.
  • Snape hates Neville so much because Neville could have been the other Chosen One, meaning that Lily would have survived.
  • The third scent Hermione could smell emanating from the Amortentia (love potion) was that of Ron's hair.
  • Minerva McGonagall played on the Gryffindor Quidditch team while she attended Hogwarts.
  • The Elder Wand is the only known wand in existence with a hair from the tail of a Thestral at its core.
  • Dumbledore was gay, and he was in love with Grindelwald.

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An American alligator stares into the camera at the Arthur R. Marshall Loxahatchee National Wildlife Refuge in Palm Beach County, Florida

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An American alligator stares into the camera at the Arthur R. Marshall Loxahatchee National Wildlife Refuge in Palm Beach County, Florida

Picture: Reuters (via Animal photos of the week - Telegraph)

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